i learnt a new word today: sabo
short for sabotage,
Noun: sabotage 'sabu `taazh
to ruin, destroy, or disable deliberately and maliciously (frequently by indirect means)
not only did i learn about this new short term, i discovered its many uses... and maybe even applied it about three times today? **starting to have the guilty concious feeling sinking in**
my colleague calls it self-defence, because in a way, it is done to save our own arses... so that we don't get bitten the other way round instead...
why, we ask ourselves, do we have to do this? what happened to all the goodness in mankind? what happened to being a humanitarian and helping each other, when all that we wish for is to achieve the same goal in the end.. but the journey there is made more difficult, because we place hurdles for each other, so that the other party will stumble first... let's admit it, everyone is practicing this malicious act to survive in their lives... it all depends on how many hurdles we place, and how obvious they are planted, and how high these hurdles get... we just have to look out for them once we step onto the race track.
ain't about how fast i get there
ain't about what's waiting on the other side
it's the climb
~ Miley Cyrus
4 years ago

eh, 1st blog after 2 weeks...
ReplyDelete"self defense" is a reason to make to yourself to make you feel better.
A sabo is a sabo after all... If you can live with it, then by all means...
Perhaps we human should learn to me more intra-dependent... we're all too self centered and interdependent on ourselves.
thanks for ur comments, farid.
ReplyDeleteto me, blogging takes a lot of inspiration.. and lately it has not crossed me much..sad to say.
yes, we have to be less self centered, but having putting up with someone's else crap and sabotage on u for the past 6 months, i think you WILL succumb to what i've done.